No photoshop editing I swear

For the last 20 minutes I have been taking pictures of myself in the bikini top (which was a compulsive buy) that I told bryan and flick I didn't think I'd dare to wear.

So I`d like your opinion whether i should
a) Wear it to the beach !
b) Throw it away, burn it, never wear in public unless I don`t mind lots of "omg shes so fat get her some clothing!" type comments
c) Don`t throw it away or burn it but lose at least 3 kilos before even considering wearing it in public.
d) Go and burn myself at the stake because only satan worshippers wear bikinis.

so, to get the link to the pictures msn me. Yes, I`d like to let only a few people see. Yes, I know that`s stupid cos if I wear it to the beach EVERY STRANGER is going to see (or not see). But... humour me. :)