Have you ever...

Have you ever felt that sometimes you didn`t know what you were doing? That you get through day by day just slipping from place to place, trying to stay unnoticed, trying to get through and adapt to situations as they come by? That sometimes it takes so much effort to smile (no you don`t frown, you never frown), but sometimes just pulling that extra bit of energy really just dulls you.

Or have you ever felt like you were just sitting here, just contemplating, trying to piece puzzles of your life, and everywhere around you, everything in just rushing past in a whirl of light and color?

And ever felt like sometimes you were at the deep end, everyone's just drifting past and you`re flailing out? Sometimes it just feels so overwhelming.

Sometimes I ask myself - What kind of person am I ?