First Post

so , hi.

this is going to be my new blog - i`m kind of starting everything anew again .

i think that there is still lots i have to learn about myself . kind of like how to think more about others, be less superficial , and stuff . and that maybe being single is the best thing for now .

so i`m happily single for the moment, trying to sort out the mess of my life , head and heart . a few someones called me heartless so i`m trying to see whether my heart actually does exist .

i know , its abit personal i guess . but i`m sick of keeping a happy face for everyone . maybe if i can learn to be honest to a few strangers plus sundry on the internet , I can learn to be honest to everyone else :)